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mercredi 6 novembre 2013

How to tackle the guilt of being away?


So October has been a huge month of travel and work terminating in several days in London and Paris concluding the shows for 2013 with London. Intense to say the least.

Returning to the Ardeche for a very full on 48 hours of sorting the garden, packing and moving back to Savoie for the girls return to school on Monday. Monday am school - new classes for both girls, canteen tickets bought and sorted, back the flat to sort the god knows how many bags, boxes etc... speedy descent to Bourg to collect their bus passes and do some shopping - the cat was starving (and shell shocked)!

So we are now at Wednesday and I am finally getting back on track with the computer jobs, back into the routine of school and homework here and yes its snowing already!

Before I head back to the Ardeche in a van to collect more stuff to cram int the garage etc.... I am getting up to date on my sites...

yes
absent Mummy or not?
Difficult not to feel guilty when you are away for a period of time even with regular phone calls and emails you are not physically present. So how do we as working Mums cope with this and do Dad's feel the same when they go away.
Chatting to a girl friend of mine yesterday we both came to the conclusion that as long as you talk, tell the truth, send a lot of love your childrens' way then you can't do much more. They have after all only one Mummy who is always there even if not always physically. Is it a bad thing to show the example of a Mummy who works hard, enjoys her work and even shares her work and the fruits of it with her children?
I would say its a good thing
Not all would agree

So I apologised to my girls for not being around much in October and said that I hoped I was doing an OK job at being a mother if not quite conventional
Mélodie replied "your'e doing more than OK Mum your'e doing just great"
I love both of my girls so much and it seems like the made stories via telephone and the frequent reminders to do things, clean teeth, help tidy the house, do homework worked

as did the huge hug I gave them both when I came home with a pair of jeggings for Clementine and a shirt for Mélodie courtesy of Primark Oxford Street

guilt is difficult to deal with but at the end of the day we can only do our best with lots of love....

jeudi 17 octobre 2013

Home....

It has been just manic the past two weeks with so many trains, métros, cars, different beds, chit chatting, promoting, liaising, teaching, working, not too much playing but lots of smiles, hugs and did I mention the travelling?

How many times did I empty the battery of my iPhone and how many different places did I connect from.....
And no I am home

at least for a few days before I head to London for yet more days of yoga and meetings....
October is such an intense month and I sometimes forget just how beautiful it is in the Ardeche at this time. Today the sun shone bright and strong, I mowed the lawn and listened to the birds and practiced yoga in the beautiful October heat with the leaves turning colour almost as I practiced and the chestnuts fell all around me.

And my girls?
Well they enjoyed a Mummy and shopping day yesterday and I enjoyed seeing them smiling, laughing and playing.

Home .....

jeudi 10 octobre 2013

Paris - Redon - Nantes - Bordeaux - Paris

ooooffff
Its been a massive few days and still the yoga festival to come
I have fitted in my bedtime stories from a monastery, a café, dinner with friends and a train
As this travelling yogini Mum heads around France to spread the yogic word and keep things buzzing for her web site and yoga world.
It is a whirlwind of events, exchanges and travel - I know the sncf back to front now! but the residing thing that keeps coming out is how much love you can spread by simply being in front of people, taking their hand, smiling and sharing.... I am heading to Paris to just that this weekend for the Yoga Festival then I am heading straight back down to do that very same thing x 1000 to my girls

missing them terribly
love you ... love you more ... love you most

vendredi 4 octobre 2013

Travels & Connectivity by a yogicmummy

Mummy how long are you going away?

Such a hard thing to hear and explain to children who have no real concept of time but know that you are going away for a good for days. And boy this time its a long trip...Bordeaux, Paris, Redon, Nantes, Paris de nouveau...... Ooooffff even i am tired thinking about it
And being seperated from my babies, trying to stay connected to them and to myself and my practice as i travel is a real challenge

So i had an idea
Every evening i phone up when Clémentine is tucked up in bed and Mélodie can listen in. They give me the ingredients for a "make up story" and off i go. I close my eyes and tell them a story i know they will love with magic and horses and secret passages and a Mummy who is there with them in the story and i can feel their eyes lighting up as they travel with me along the make up way... As we fly through the air or play with wolves or chat under fruit trees to horses that talk

It is simply so special to share those moments and it helps me too ever evening to connect to them and feel their presence so close despite where i am

So as i head up to Paris on yet another train i can still be with them as they wait expectantly for the next episode.....

And my practice?
The same thing i wait until i can roll out a mat. Place my body in downward dog, breath and reconnect
Perfect to know that no matter where you are you can connect and breath, you can tell your children that you love them to the end of the universe and back and they can sleep wrapped up safe in that knowledge

Namaste

lundi 23 septembre 2013

September and an Indian Ardeche Summer

It really has been just too manic to think straight. Finally this week I am getting through the pile of paper work, getting my head around the different school forms, club des sports documents etc... that need completing for this rentrée scolaire and yes of course trying to practice and juggle in my travels and work load. The girls patiently wait for me to tap away on the computer and I have to say I thoroughly enjoy the moment we get to snuggle infront of the X factor to watch people singing the heart and soul out.

It is never easy trying to juggle being a parent into our busy lives and especially when you are not always around. The Ardeche is beautiful but it is such a long way from where I often need to be. Why do you need to go to Paris, Bordeaux, etc.... ask my daughters and in fact my Mum. Because despite the age of technology you can't beat a good face to face, a lunch or a tea together to sort things out. Human contact is just soooooo important. And that's actually quite heart warming - to know that we all still need the human touch, a smile, a laugh, a shared moment. So yes I travel around like a wandering yogi but when I come home I hug my daughters as tight as I can ..... cos at the end of the day you can't beat a hug!

Check out my blog post on Wellicious for busy parents...... there is a great little meditation on there too for free. Enjoy!

lundi 12 août 2013

The role of Mummy... what are we really supposed to be?
Sometimes I feel like I am supposed to live up to ALL of the expectations of not only my children but of my parents and society too.

What if we can just be happy to be the Mummy that we are?

I am not my Mummy and never will be . I have echoes of my childhood in me, I teach my children to be polite, honest, say please and thankyou, wash their hands before they eat, do their homework ....
I am trying to teach them life values and some basic life skills - cooking, eating healthy, reading to expand the mind, keeping clean, the value of money and working hard.
Biut I am also teaching them to sing, laugh, dance freely in the garden, express themselves openly with respect....

I am not however a great stay at home all the time Mummy - I love my children and will always love them but I am not the Mummy that is constantly behind and with their children. Its just not me nor my role. I believe that I can still be me, a woman, a human being of beauty and integrity who loves life, dancing, practising yoga, running and living her life too. I don't think that sacrificing myself for my children has ever received a big thankyou from the children concerned so why do it?

That said its the Summer Holidays and as my children get freckled and brown, as I turn a deeper shade of brown I have been seen making biscuits in the kitchen with Clementine, swimming in the pool with my babies, massaging them and giggling with them, singing and dancing in our courtyard to Amy Winehouse and James Arthur.... and I was there to hold my nearly 10 year olds hand when she had her ears pierced last week almost as excited as she was.

Because that's what this Mummy is for!

jeudi 1 août 2013

Its the Summer Holidays but tan aside Ihav to say I have not really had a chance to notice
My poor children are left a little to their own devices - although with a large garden, a pool, a trampoline and enough DVDs to start a shop I have to say they haven't noticed!

It is height of seaso in our gites, the garden is looking splendid, its hot and yes I am practicing daily as well as running, swimming and cycling so not just working but boy am I working too!

So many things happening at the moment I could soooooo do with assistance. Christian is ably helping in the gites of course but I need someone to take hold of ly life and go charlotte its ok I will do this for you.... will you? really? I cry tears in my eyes....

then I wake up :))))))

Anyway
daily I kiss my increasingly tanned and in my eyes beautiful children and marvel at what I have created
daily I thank God for the special gifts and challenges he has given me
daily I sent out love....

after all its all we can do

dimanche 21 juillet 2013

There is nothing more sweet than seeing your children sleeping so peacfully in their beds away in their dreams and their innocence except for seeing them wake up sleepy eyed, beautiful beyond description reaching out to put their arms around you and hug and kiss you in that fresh morning energy.

My little Clémentine turned 5 this week what an amazing moment

5 years ago both of us were in trouble and after Clémentine was born so tiny and I was rushed away into emergency surgery and did not know if I would see her first let alone her fifth birthday. But here we are and I am soooooo grateful for that! What a great day we had with cake, music, sunshine, pool time and laughter

Happy Birthday little Clémentine.....


lundi 15 juillet 2013

Holidays.....

Its always an amazing moment for me and my girls to pack our things, hopes, and dreams into the back (and front and sides) of the car and head down south for a fez days of camping and beach. We love the whols thing! The idea of being able to create a whole fun space in a campsite that then just about fits into the car is already pretty amazing! Arriving and being able to cycle to the beach and spend the day running in the sand and the waves just makes it all the more special.

This year was no exception as we headed down to Gruissan plage near Narbonne for a few days of chill out beach time with my friend Nathaly and her daughter Elea. Valuable lessons were learnt by all about patience, respect and the tantrums of 5 year olds, 10 year olds and teenagers.... essentially all the same just in different sizes! Both Mums apart from in a couple of occasions stayed cool and managed the tent putting up and down, punctures, tired children and the desires and needs of all ages pretty well. We got a good tan, had a laugh and even got a little sleep thanks to blow up mattresses (thank God for those!)

Sad to leave the beach and head home so we took our time and had lunch in Sete just to stretch out the holiday a little further.
Back home and continued sun and heat makes me revel in my outside yoga practices - such a joy......
right when is the next holiday?

mercredi 19 juin 2013

It has been an amazing month for yoga events...

My cooking retreat in the Ardeche was a great success and I loved having the yogis here with wonderful spicey smells coming out daily from the kitchen. Paris and filming with Arthritis - yoga sessions for those suffering with Arthritus and pain and then onto the Rochelle for the first ever yoga festival - YogaSurAtlantique which was a fantastic event and then returning via Paris and meetings wit Mika de Brito to discuss te world of yoga in France as it expands and explodes to the surface before trekking down to Biarritz for the meet-up Place Bellevue (and it is) and the launch of their new shop and studio. Caroline Belliard gave an amazing class and we all loved the sunny vibes donw there.

The only bummer - my car broke down and is still down near Bordeaux (sigh does that mean I need to go down there again to the coast yeh!!!!!)!

The girls are thrilled though as I am now sporting a rented Fiat 500 which is the collest car ever!

lundi 27 mai 2013

I have learnt over the years to expect the unexpected.
Planning and control can only get you so far and can sometimes even be a hindrance especially if the planning leads to inflexibility and stiffness, the inability to change and learn, bend and be flexible to all eventualities.

My beautiful friend Lisa taught to love life and appreciate every moment you have, unpecting the unexpected become the norm for her as she learnt about her cancer just 2 weekes after giving birth to her forth child Alex and then fighting and living with cancer for over 9 years until it finally beat us all.

Lisa also taught me that within the unexpected wa the very special and precious gift of time. Little sections of present moment to be enjoyed to the full, precious shared moments, special instances on our own or with friends and family. The gift of time is an incredible precious and valuable one- one that you can take for yourself, not selfishly but with full appreciation that the time you are "taking" is nourishing you fully - and one you can give. Give to your children as you play, laugh, share, read a story, chat - to your partner, your family, your friends..... or even to strangers. Time is an amazing gift.

We all seem to be chasing time so just sometimes take a few moments in your day to take stock. Look around you, look up to the sky and admire the view, take a huge deep breath, close your eyes into the sun, smile at someone you love or someone you don't even know.... just let yourself fully appreciate the present moment. A tiny yet precious moment in time.

Lisa may not pysically be here to share a few moments in time over a cup of tea as we did so many afternoons but she is a constant reminder in my life that you need to live your life in technicolour not in black and white.

So enjoy every minute of every day, breath it in, dive deeply and smile!
It is so good to be alive!

jeudi 9 mai 2013

Wellicious have posted my article on Ayurvedic retreats and yoga in the Ardeche   http://www.wellicious.com/wellblog/2013/04/29/ayurvedic-cooking-yoga-put-inside-what-you-hope-to-get-out/


Life has been more than hectic of late as one season closes and another begins
The Winter is now a distant memory and we are busy getting the Ardeche property ready for retreats and Summer guests - endless days of weeding, cleaning, painting, replacing broken things, shopping......
Thank God my parents are here and Dad is busy cookng away and Mum is looking after the kids - well they both are.
Such a God send I don't what I would do without them....

The ardeche is just an amazing place to ressource yourself and despite the had work the pace is different and we are slowly shifting into Summer mode
The children have changed schools down frm the 28 kid classrooms to about 14 in the whole school and seem happy enough in their new surroundings
I have stopped teaching in the evening which makes the pace of my life so much softer thank goodness - wee all need to get smething back to be able to give and we are getting used (as is our cat) to the space we suddenly have after living in 70 square metres we now have a lounge that size!

so has the sun sets down here and the nightime rain nourrishes the garden I smile and look forward to new challenges.....

namaste

dimanche 17 mars 2013

Amongst many other things this is what I have been up to recently in my attempts to promote the festival.....
Thanks to Benoit & Alex
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=bChO98QnOP0
Enjoy

mercredi 6 mars 2013

For thse who know me you will know that my body has been quite an issue over the years and if anyone had told me I would be photographed in HD in a magazine doing yoga poses I would have said you are mad! But in the March edition of Esprit Yoga you can see me doing the advanced sequence of poses and preparation for mermaid pose. I hope you like them - go and buy the magazine if you are in France......

Life continues to be manic as I progress with the festival, web site, the school holidays (thank god for Mélodie and her independance and the amazing Village des Enfants in Val) ..... can I get any busier? No; But is it all well and lenty of fun projects afoot too

Who said being a yogini was about meditating and chilling out all the time? I have never been busier or happier!

mercredi 27 février 2013

Incredibly beautiful but busy times
Times to reflect on life have to happen as we move and sometimes rush through life but it is possible to take time out whilst staying in the flow of life!
Try it its great

mardi 12 février 2013

February 12th 2013

I would love to b wrirign way more on the blog here for you but between ill children (and husband), working scjedule through the roof, my own practise (and oh yes I do keep this up) and trips to Paris I am finding the time hard to track down. So here is an amazing poem by the great Anis Mojgani  
Shake The Dust

This is what I am doing at the moment in the few moments I have to do something great and good for myself
Feel blessed, feel alive, open your arms with trembling fingers maybe and grab the world and all is offers
Shake the Dust

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20111205115726AAcMmms

Enjoy!

mercredi 6 février 2013

Early February

There are times in life when things just get a bit too much but I have had to be strict with myself and remind myself that no matter what is going on and how busy I am I have to always come back to my practise. Come onto to my mat, breath, be and practise. The challenges of life just seem easier, things just seem far better et easier to cope with. Finding space and solice in silence, finding energy in simply breathing my way through Suyra Namaskar, just essential to anyone's general well being.

So roll out your mat and join me!
namaste

lundi 14 janvier 2013

It is quite simply a mad time for me work wise, mentally, spiritually, emotionally. I am totally flat out and yet I am still reasonably calm, zen and grounded! Why?
Because each day I find some time - even if just a little - to meditate, practise, talk to friends, hug my children and be in the present. Sooooo important to feel that connection no matter how busy or insane one's lifstyle is cherish any little present moment gifts you are given. They are precious and should never be ignored or taken for granted.

Taking tile out even for 15 minutes a day is not selfish it is the absolute best way to remain grounded and i touch with who you are, it reduces stress, allows you to restore and be an even better Mum, sister, parent, friend, teacher......

Find space...... cherish it
Namaste

jeudi 3 janvier 2013


Rebirth for 2013


As we arrive at the end of this challenging year we can all be responsible for small and major changes in the universe around us. As we decide to change and vibrate differently in our own lives and in our interactions with those around us. Despite the global challenges and the foreboding messages that we have been approaching the end of the world, the world we live in is still an amazingly beautiful place. We can choose to stay in the dogma and negativity of the media and the general mélé of the world or we can choose to take this « end » as a new begginning, one where each and every one of us can live life to the full, with just a little more love and gratitude, with just a touch more lightness, with loving kindness emitting from the heart. If each and every one of us decides to live like this we start to affect those around us, the things we do, the things we decide not to do. Our small impact has a ripple affect and we can create small waves that permeate outwards and create in turn bigger waves – then the universe progressively starts to vibrate on a different level. Each individual drop of positivity merges like the streams into the rivers and oceans of life.

Mother Teresa said « We cannot do great things only small things with much love » and that is exactly what we should do at this start of 2013. Leave the regrets of 2012 behind, dwell briefly on your achievements of the past year and then spread out the intention of living fully with « much love »  - we can individually spread loving gratitude and project an intention of love and positive appreciation so that our small ripples can spread and allow the greater ocean of life to flow more freely.

Happy New Year